Time to move on.

I dont want to move on.
But he finanly told me I should move on.
So I guess thats what I will do.
It's gonna be really hard to get over him. He wasn't just another boy. He was different. He was REAL. I wish I could've been real with him too.
He doesnt know half of what I'm feelin inside. I wish he would know.
I miss him soo much. I realized how much he ment to me and how much I only want him when he broke up with me. He was my motivation to do better. And now my motivation is gone.
I wish he could just move past the lie and really really forgive me about it.
I know deep down he wants to get back with me. Well maybe.
Man he was a BIG part of my life, I cant just move on to another boy. Its not that easy for me. I wish he and other people would see that.
If I cant have him, I'd rather be alone all by myself.
I may be alive. But inside i'm already dead.


Peace. Love. &Happiness.