5/11 thru 5/12

This is our conversation on myspace that i said i was gonna post. So here goes.

Him- god i cant stop thinking about you.
Me- Uh dont you have a girlfriend now.
Him- no i havnt had one since me and u. U were my last girlfriend.
Me- To me it seems like you have a girlfriend now.
Him- if i did you wld see me talk about her on my statuses and aim, but i dont. I just wanted to say i miss u and i think about you alot. Goodnight tia.
Me- Okay then who are you talking about on your statuses you been posting?
Him- I'm just writing them to write them. They're just some of my songs that im going to start recording soon.
Me- You confuse me so much.
Him- how?
Me- Because you say your trying to move on or whatever then you come back and tell me you miss me and you've been thinking about me alot. Here i am over here going crazy cause i think your ALREADY with someone else. You know how much that hurts. I'm in counceling now. And then when i finally decide im moving on you come and message me out of no where. Its confusing.
Him- im sorry, i just wanted to tell u. I'll let u live ur life. Goodbye. :'(
Me- Ughh. My life fxckn sucks donkey balls without you. I dont want to live my life without you. But ask anyone of my close friends even they said it seems like you have a girlfriend now.
Him- i swear to god i dont. If i did i would have them everywhere, what im saying on my statuses r lyrics im going to start recording soon.
Me- I really thought you had a girlfriend... well guess I was wrong
Him- ur welcome.
Me- What?
Him- My bad I completely zoned out.
Me- Yeah okay. So tell me something should i move on like you said you were gonna do or should I keep waiting?
Him- thats up to you to decide. Not me. I cant control what you want.
Me- I want you. But if you dont want me why should i wait for you if your never coming back. Thats why I asked you. I just wanted to be sure I was doing the right thing.
Him- i think maybe you should move on.
Me- Alright. If thats what makes you happy. Then i'll move on.
Him- its not, but i dont see you and i together agen.
Me- ...Why not?
Him- because you lied to me the whole time we were going out, i dont think i can forget about that.
Me- I know you cant forget. But you can forgive.
Him- i already did.
Me- if you already forgave me why cant you see us together again?
Him- because everytime ill see you ill think of ur lie.
Me- I'm not the only one who lied. But fine if we arnt ever gonna get back together please just stop talking to me. It just makes me feel worse inside and out. So bye.

That was our conversation. It kind of fustrates me. But now you know how our last convo went.

Peace. Love. &Happiness.