Startin not to care

Im actually starting not to care if i have a boyfriend or not. Just gonna worry about other things, and let whatever happen. Im trying to enjoy life, look for jobs, focus on stupid school work, go to parties, and meet new people. Go on dates just for fun and not just because im trying to ge to know the boy im talking to better.

Im happy that even though certain things arnt going my way, i still have happiness inside me. :)

Welll..

Peace. Love. &Happiness.

Not shallow..

Im not shallow or anything.

Its just before i saw him in person, i deeply liked him. But then when i saw him, i kinda felt like all the deeply liking went away. I dont wanna tell him that i dont feel the way he does anymore. But i also dont wanna not try going out with him, just cause he doesnt look the way i expected him too. Maan. Wish i wasnt so nice. Welll.

Peace. Love. &Happiness.