Welll

I couldn't get my mom to change her mind,
so he broke up with me again.
He picked me up just to let me down. I guess he didn't love me enough
to make us work. Oh well i guess.

Now i'm just like it's whatever, i cant make him be with me
if he doesn't want to. So i'm not fighting it this time.

I'm tryna think if i'll be able to take him back after he broke up with me. Again.
Well all that doesnt matter, it's summertime so i'll just pretend nothing ever happened.
I'm gonna do me again and forget him

I love him but he just makes it seem like he doesn't love me back sometimes.
My heart is still hurting though.
I have no one to be here for me right now. And that makes me really sad.

But i gotta try to be happy again. I also have to go through the whole process of getting over him again. Aleast it won't be as bad this time. Cause he actually wants to be my friend still.
I'm waiting for the right time to come for that though, cause i don't want to be hurt by just being friends with him.


Peace. Love. &Happiness.

Mmm.

My parents don't want me to be back with my fruitcake, so my mom said she's gonna limit me and his time together.
My fruitcake doesn't like that, he almost broke up with me over that today. It makes him feel like my parents don't like him. But i told him i would talk to my parents about letting me hang out with him whenever we both want to.
Idk how to talk to them about it though.
I'm kind of scared though cause if they don't agree to let us hang out like we did before then he said he would brake up with me.
I really don't want that to happen.
I gotta try my hardest to make my parents like him again, cause I love him and i dont want to lose him again because of my parents this time though...

Welll.. Bye.

Peace. Love. &Happiness.

So,

I'm not single anymore.
Me and my fruitcake are back together.
soo looks like i might be celebrating with him.

Idk, it feels like a dream.
But hopefully us being back together goes good.
it feels like i should be happier but we'll see how this goes.

1.4.10

Peace. Love. &Happiness.

6.20.10

My birthday :)
Turning sixteen.
Not really that excited for it, cause i wanted to celebrate it with my FruitCake but not gonna be able to celebrate with him :(

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:)
Well Goodnight...

Peace. Love. &Happiness.

Oh yeah,

I just made a twitter. @tiabaayb
Follow me if you want.
I'll follow back if you want me too.
I'll come wiith more tweets soon, so please don't follow me then un follow me.

I thought wrong.

Just when i thought everything was getting better, it turns out to get worse. Everything that goes good now, turns out to be bad later. Why can't it just stay good.
I feel like a hipacrite, i'm over here tellin other people "life's too short to be anything but happy." But I can't even stay happy myself.
I try to be happy, i really do, but things just bring me down easily.
I wish it didnt have to be this way...
Well thats it for today.

Peace. Love. &Happiness.

It sucks when,

You give someone advice, they take it, and it turns out your advice wasn't as good as you thought it would be.
Then you start feeling bad, cause now that person is in a bad mood.
Atleast you would know that they thought your advice was good enough to take it.
But yeah, i'm so tired, i cant go back to sleep though.
Hopeefully i get a ride to class tomarrow, i really don't want to ride the buss. I haaaate it. Nothing will ever make me like it.
I tried closing my eyes, listening to music, turning off the tv, i still can't go back to sleep though.
I've been thinking all day today about how i'm gonna spend my summer. I might just become a mall rat or something, i'm gonna try to stay busy though. I dont want to have time too be sad or cry.
I hope some of my wishes come true soon, i dont want to wait a long time.
I wonder what it would've been like if he never broke up with me...we'd probably still be a verrry good couple. Oh well. If we're ment to be back together, fate will find a way for us to be together again. Welllp, sleepytime. Maybe all i neded to do was just get some of my thoughts out of my head. But now i'm about to crashhh. So...bye.

Peace. Love. &happiness.

Butterfly kisses.

All the precious time.
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

These are lyrics from a wedding song, for father and daughter.
This song has nothing to do with my life, but i feel like this part of the song tells my story; a butter fly changing over time.
And plus HE used to always give me butterfly kisses♥. I loved those.
Gosh i miss him soo much.
I really wish there was something that could get us together again.
Hmm, another song that's in my head is july by drake. :) i love it.
Well sometimes it gets on my nerves cause of the girl but most of the time i love it. Lol.
I was writing this on the labtop but then it froze. So i had to start all over again, now i'm writing this on my sidekick.
But i'm gooone. Peace out.


Peace. Love. &happiness.