One thing on my mind.

I got one thing on my mind, Can you guess what that is?

It's a five letter word. Starts with D ends with h.

Still dont know?

It's so much easier than life. Just a snap and its done.

Frees you from everyone and everything for forever.

Unless... You come back.

Start to think about, crave it, adore it, when your depressed.

Some people run from it but me i chase it.

I think you know by now.

Just incase you dont, it corrupts your mind.

Makes you cry and even makes you happy.

Five letter word; Death.

Suckss

Sooo much dumb stuff is going on in my life. And i just wish it all go away. Everytime my life gets a little better it always gets worse again, and i hate it.
I can't even hang out with two of my bestfriends anymore. Cause their mom thinks i did something when i didnt.
I don't understand why this had to happen to me.
I've been doing reall good lately than it all comes crashing down.
I just can't wait to move far away from it all.
All this mess just makes me want to just sleep it alll offf untill it goes away, until it's settled.
If it never gets settled i'll just be sleeping forever.

One more year and im 18 then i can leave and just start all over.
All this stuff happening just makes me want to leave now.
I'd rather deal with boy trouble than deal with being blamed by my bestfriends mom for something i didnt even do.
I'm just so sad/mad about all this, idk what to do..

Peace. Love. &Happiness.