Dear god,

I really dont know how to pray so im just gonna write this. I pray for all my family and friends, help them do good on their everyday lives. And keep them safe from harm. Let them see that they can be happy without a boyfriend or girlfriend. All they need is you. I wanted to pray for all them before i prayed for myself, i pray that you will do whatever is right for me even if i dont like the outcome. You will always know what your doing. I want to go to armijo and i think it'll be better for me, but lord you may have a different plan for me. Whatever it is, im gonna make sure i stay happy. I pray for my fruitcake to make sure everything is all right with him, i hope he's doing good. Well just bless everything and everyone in my life and around me. Love, tia. Amen.

Wrong

I was so wrong for thinking things were gonna change with him. My life really sucks. Idk what to do anymore. I just cant stop crying. When will my life get better. Things are never gonna change.

Peace. Love. &Happiness.

Breakthrough

After last night, i think things will change alot. I finally got to talk to my fruitcake in person about the way things have been going. It works alot better than talking to him on the phone about that kind of stuff because i can see his facial expressions and know hes listening. I know everything i said got into his head.

Seeing him yesterday was unexpected at first i didnt even wanna talk to him, because he always expects things to be alright when there not. But later i just ended up talking to him. And it felt like we were back together. We really werent though. Being with him made me feel like i was in a dream, cause i dont think we ever hung out on our anniversary. Im glad i saw and got to speak my mind to him though.

But thats my update for today sooo.

Peace. Love. &Happiness.