Life seems like a blur.

From my experience, i've learned that the qoute "never make someone your everything, cause once there gone you have nothing" is true.
Once your everything is gone you cant think straight, you just wanna give up on everything.
Life seems like a blur- it seems like you wont ever be able to see clear again.
You have those happy laughing moments when your with your friends but then when your all alone, bored you cant help but think of the person who is/was your everything.

I've learned everything i'm not gonna do when I finally move on to someone else.
Apparently when you've given someone your all, it's not enough in the end.
No more giving my all to ANYBODY.

He was wrong, he said true love doesnt hurt. True love does hurt cause i'm feeling the pain. It makes me wonder, how is he feeling right now. Probably isn't really affecting him that much cause no matter what he's always happy. I wish i could be like that. Maybe if i was like that, life wouldn't be so hard.

To my friends i say fxck boys. But in the back of my mind i'm saying fxck every boy but him. I cant say it cause he still means so much to me. It really frustrates me that we're not together.
I mean i'm getting better emotionally but i still want to be with him. I'm attached to him. Nothing can unttach me.


--»Qoutes/lyrics that are in my head.
"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now."

"I'm just a dreamer. I dream my life away. I'm just a dreamer who dreams of better days."

"Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away. Now it looks as though they're here to stay."

Peace. Love. &Happiness.