Fill me up again.

For some reason, even though he said he couldn't see me and him together again, i still picture us getting back together.
I miss him so much. I feel so weak without him. I hate feeling this pain.
I wonder if I ever even cross his mind.
At night so I can feel close to him again I cuddle up with beary. The bear he gave me. It makes me feel alittle better, but I still cry when I think of all the good times we've had together. I cant help but think of him. Even when i dont want to think of him i still do. Like right now i dont want to think of him but i cant help it.
I dont know why, but sometimes i start shaking when i think of him. And i'm not even cold. I can barely think straight when i shake from thinking of him.
I dont think i'll ever be completely happy again, unless i'm back with him.
I'm hurting so bad.
I'm so empty, i want him to fill me up again.

Peace. Love. &Happiness.