Emotional reck.

I Want to be with you right now.

I get soo sad when im not with you. Like you dont even know the half of what im feeling when your not with me.

I can't concentrate on anything with him here and i definately can't concentrate on anything with out him.

This sunset is sooo beautiful. It just makes me forget all my troubles. and brings me happiness. I should look at sunsets more often. The rain also makes me forget everything bad too. It just washes away all the pain and hurt.

Good thing its gonna rain tomarrow.

Sometimes i just wish it'll never stop raining.

I love going to sleep to rain, its like music to my ears when my mp3 player is dead.

Im crying right now. Cause i cant see him.
Ughhh. :p I hate not seeing him. It hurts soo bad. Texting him or talking to him on the phone doesnt make anything better. :( Why do i always go out with guys that go to a different school then me, or there just to busy.What if his dream of becoming a professional football player really does come true? Then what. I wont be able to see him at all. I'll be suuper lonely. :(

I didnt use to be sooo negative before i started high school.Now ive changed. I'm just a big ball of emotional troubles.. Somethings always wrong with me.

I wish i can go back to the old happy me.

Peace. Love &happiness.