3 days laterr.

So tuesday and yesterday i had to go to my old school, to take the cahsee test. I was dreading those two days ever since i first got that letter. I thought i was gonna be embarrassed and depressed there. But Suprisingly i had fun. Seeing my old friends and my favorite yard duties. It was kind of annoying cause people were asking me alot of questions but it was cool. Yesterday was the first day that i ever talked to him. like last year on that day i met him. I remember cause it was the last day of being in the gym for the cahsee. Since i didnt have to take it last year cause i was a freshman. Thats when everything got better. But now its getting better with somebody else.
Hmm. For once i actually didnt wait till the last minute to do my hw. I Finished it all yesterday. Im starting to become more responsible. Very slowly. Eveentually ill be totally responsible. Untill then ohhh well.
Im gonna be babysitting this whole weekand. friday,saturday,sunday. Which suckss. I might not be able to hang out with my boyfriend at alll. I cant help but think negative. Cause im sooo used to it.
Its 11:11. I just made a wish hopefully it comes truee. It should though. Uhh i want some ice cream. but i dont feel like putting the computer down. to walk downstairs. haha i know im lazy but i worked out alot this week and my bodys sore. I wish somebody can massage me. blahh ha that sounded gay. I like venting to the computer...welll not really. I need a real person to telll EVERYTHING to and they wont judge me. Thats kind of why i decided to write about everything here. Cause i dont give a damn anymore. If people i know were to find this ohhh welll. Atleast they'll see the real me. Actually i dont think they would know it was me. Cause theres alot of tia's out there in the world. That could be going through the same stuff as mee. Well its not like im hiding anything. Cause some stuff people search will lead them to my blog. Once i hit the publish post button Everyones able to see what i write. So everythings out in the open.
Mann you know what i hate. When people right short responses. Like there just soo bland. I also hate when people dont text me back. I mean if you dont know what to say change the subject. If you dont want to talk to me just say you dont wanna talk to me. No need to lie and say you never got my messages. Dude everyone gets my messages. It makes it even worse when the person texts you and be's like hey. Then you say hey whats up? and all they say is nothin. Thats sooooo anoying. Why would you text me if you had nothing to say. Dumbass. aha welll im done with that.
Anyways me and my boyfriend made a month today. Seems like we made a year though. Cause i already know so mutch about him. Still learning more and more about him each day. I hope he doesnt start to change. Usually when people start going out longer both of you guys will change or one will. And then the fighting starts. I dont want to fight with him ever. But some fights do make people stronger.
I should start on my hw for next week now. So i dont have alot to do. Yeahh i will ill start later. cause right now i just wanna chill.
Right now im listening to Night off by drake feat lloyd. You should listen to it too. Ive always liked drake. Ever since he was on Degrassi. Haha my eyes were watering when he got shot in that show it was helllllla long ago. Lol
Welll im about to go downstairs to get some water and ice cream... sooo Illl write later when i can.
Peace. Love. &happiness.

The end.