I want nothing to do with anybody who hurt me, or people who treat me bad. Im Gonna forgive and forget. If people dont want to be my friends anymore because of ...... Then oh well. I dont like losing friends but, thats just the way things are.
We had good times. We had alot of bad times. We had soooo mutch in common, then i thought we did. "You never know what you got untill its gone." Ive learned that that quote really is true.
My stomach feels empty all the time, Just thinking about what ive lost. I feel soo weak, like nothing i do gives me energy. Ive tried everything to make the hurt and the pain go away. I imagine us meeting up again. I imagine you telling me you dont want me anymore. I imagine you telling me you do want me. I imagine everything.
My thoughts and everything are telling me to just let go of you. But for some reason i Just cant do it. My heart aches, My body aches, My head aches just thinking of you.
I really have no idea what to do. Maybe the words 'I love you' are just things i say to make me feel like im over you. but deep down when im all alone or lost in thoughts. Your all i think about. and i mean it.
Answer this question, Am i depressed? Am i obssed? What am i?... Cause i have no clue what exactly i am. You might say im crazy. You might say im delusional. You might say alot of negative things about me. Anybody else can say things about me but it wont hurt me. Wanna know why? Its cause your the only one who can hurt me.
My feelings have completely gone away. Im suprised i even had this mutch to say.
Peace. Love. &happiness.
The end.
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