But i want it sooo bad.

I made a promise to my auntie. I told her that i wouldnt have sex. But i was single at the time. And i didnt have anybody to get it from. So of course that promise would be easy then. But now i have a boyfriend. We kiss and stuff. But hes soooo freaky. He always has me in so many postions That make me want to just give in to him. Basically we have sex with our clothes on. I want it with our clothes off. In a bed,a shower, on the floor. Anywhere where were alone. And where nobody willl bust in. (Someone has busted in on me before) I want our first time together to be AHHHMAZING. But then what if when we have sex, he starts changing. Not in a good way eaither. My ex took my virginity and then after we had sex he wanted it alll the time. And started treating me different. I dont want that to happen again. But mann I guess its a risk i would have to take. This something i want sooo bad. Like this is almost all i think about. Once he gives it to me hes gonna be my new addiction. And itll be sooo easy to keep my promise to him of not doing any drugs or drinking achohol. Cause hes gonna be my weed or achohol. Well thats all about my sex needs aha.

WEllll

The end.